I think my mother is either going to put me into therapy or an institution. I choose an institution. At least that way I wouldn't have to deal with it all.

*yells again*

*yells louder*

*starts throwing things*

*breaks things*

*yells again*

*starts cycle over*

I won my debate today. I buried her in my dust. She almost cried!!!!

But, she did get me on one point. But I made sure that at cross-x I left her in my wake. She couldn't even give me an example to back up her claims. She had no evidence.

Anyways, that made my day!

Turns out I was wrong. He hasn't left me, yet. I'm sure he will in the near future.

Anyways, two days until I'm legal! The big 18! I'm really not that excited about it...
I get to be on a bus trip the entire day for a BOA Super Regional. Go me.

I think I will die today.

I finally gave up. He left me. He told me he would be back, and now he's left me without a goodbye or any such explaination. I was so naive.
I really wished I could've met him. Seen his eyes, really. Then I could tell if he was just faking it. Damn my naivety.

So many decisions have to be made in the next few days. What will I do? Am I up to it? I don't know ( Read more... )

I work with morons on a daily basis....

I feel like destroying something. Something beautiful, or prized in some fashion. I feel like taking it, and breaking it into pieces. I want to breathe smoke and play with fire. Unfortunately, most of the time I end up destroying part of me. Or destroying my possessions ( Read more... )

I really hate people.

I hate people.