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[tragic_fairy]

So I cried a lot today. It was really random...I would just like...start thinking about it and then cry.

I'm just so afraid, and I miss him so much too.

Keep it in your prayers, you guys.

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[jameofminkinia]

I know this probably won't console you much, but I would like to tell you a bit about a relationship I had last summer. I met someone around the end of May and we basically just became kinda close through June. Went to the park, movies, just random activities like friends do. It wasn't until the beginning of July that things started getting a little more than that. When they did, I quickly found myself overly attached to this person and I had this idea that they were absolutely perfect... which I now realize was completely ridiculous. I don't know. Maybe being blinded by love is part of the whole beauty of it, but whatever the case may be.... the second I gave up something, going to cca, things changed. I mean, I don't regret my decision, but I was heartbroken. I had instilled so much hope into this relationship.. I'm not even talking the whole "be together for ever deal," just the idea of having someone that I know would be there for me... and it just all changed. Until recently, almost a year later, I had been depressed, distant,