Comments | tragic_fairy: And the tears fall

tragic_fairy

And the tears fall

Dec 06, 2006 01:19

Why in the damn shit fucking hell...

can I not get over you?

I am sick of this. I am sick of never really want anybody else because what I really want is you ( Read more... )

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jameofminkinia December 7 2006, 01:24:38 UTC

I was going through the same thing a few months ago. I spent half of 2005 and most of 2006 absolutely head over heals for someone.... and, long after the relationship ended, I was still absolutely in love. It was more intense than anything I had ever experienced before in my life. It was real. It wasn't like that shitty romance shit that you read or see in movies. It was passionate and amazing. But, it ended. I did not, however, move on until almost a year later.
I thought stuff like what you wrote everyday.. and it's so crazy insane how emotional I was and how much I cared. And I don't understand much of what happened and I'm not completely sure how I got over it.. actually, Im amazed that I've come as far as I have... but, the one thing that helped me more than anything was learning how to forgive others... and, most importantly, forgiving myself. As angry as I was at others... I was even more angry at myself.
I don't know if that helps you at all.. but that's just my two cents.

___secretxlove January 1 2007, 20:53:47 UTC

tina i know we havent talked in forever (this is christina, if you've forgotten) but i read this and it almost made me cry because i feel the EXACT same way now as you did on this post (i bet your so over this now but i just wanted to help you feel better). ive been with a guy for 2 years almost (2 years the 22nd) but only one of those years has been a real relationship..this whole year starting from when we broke up in january has been completely physical if you get my drift. and i always get attached and then he tells me he doesnt want me as a gf, just as a hookup buddy for right now and i always get hurt. but for some idiotic reason, i think that having him in my life, even if it's only physical, is better than never speaking to him or seeing him again. i miss him like hell everyday and i love him more than anything or anyone in this world and he simply doesnt care. he used to love me, he says, but now im nothing more than an object, someone he can use when he feels lonely. and the sad thing is that i let him. im a pathetic, stupid ( ... )

tragic_fairy January 2 2007, 02:57:22 UTC

thank you so much. it really means a lot to hear what you have said.

and...i'm not miserable about this. because he does care about me, even though he cares about her more.

it just....

sucks knowing that you are really in love with someone who will never love you back.

and i know you know how I feel

I just hope that somehow someday we don't have to feel this way anymore

___secretxlove February 8 2007, 23:47:47 UTC

amen.