The fifth poem I've written for youIt's funny to me ( Read more... )

How just an hour ago I was crying tears of sadness...

And now i'm crying tears of joy. :)

I'm weird.

I may be settling for less than I deserve.

But I don't care, because at this moment...I love where I am.

<3

What would you do if you were so helplessly in love with someone that no matter how much you know they belong to someone else, that they chose someone else, that they can probably never be with you again ( Read more... )

It hurts so bad to finally know that the person you love is with someone else for good.

I love Darris. And Brandy is a great girl, and hopefully he won't ever do what he did again. They are so happy.

As for me...
I dont know.

I met someone new. But I keep looking out for the warning signs.

This is the part where I stop myself and say

This is getting to be ridiculous.

So life has been very, very kind to me after a constant spiral downward. I went to girls state and made a great friend Suji, I've done lots of great shopping, i'm cgoing to Governor's school tomorrow...and i'm still with chris. it's weird though i just....don't feel like its real ( Read more... )

So last night took a surprise turn, in that I ended up being more with Chris ( Read more... )

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Yesterday i got a pleasant lil surprise when Darris called and said he could stop by b4 he left to Nashville to say goodbye!! I was sooo happy. I don't think i've ever hugged someone that long in my life. I'm gonna miss that boy so bad, but the good news is he talked to his person and he's allowed to call me whenever he wants. I just can't wait ( Read more... )

No really, it is ( Read more... )