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tragicwaste

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Mar 17, 2006 20:43

I miss my grandmother.

Plain and simple.

This house feels so empty.

She was such a big part of my life. And that part is missing now.

So what do I fill it with? Drugs? Sex? Alcohol? No, nothing seems good enough. Nothing could ever fill that void.

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I love my grandmother anonymous September 13 2010, 04:06:17 UTC

My grandmother just died today and I just can't believe it. I feel like it's hard to talk about it with anyone. I feel so much regret that I wasn't closer to her in the past few years. I was when I was a kid but we sort of drifted apart, and I will always feel bad about that. It was for no good reason; just that my family didn't visit each other all that often, unfortunately. I know she knows I love her, though, so I am trying to focus on that. It is really, really awful to watch my mom go through losing her mother, though. I just feel... at a loss to describe how sad I am right now. I hope I will get through this.

Re: I love my grandmother anonymous November 4 2010, 11:18:45 UTC

Hi, I lost my Grandmother about a month before you lost yours. It's really horrible, I'm so sorry. I feel the same way you do. I was very close with her and a child, and we drifted apart a bit like you did, but she always knew I loved her, I told her over and over. Life has a way of taking over when you get older, all the dramas of your young years...your Grandmother would have realized that, and knew it didn't take away from how much you loved her. What was her name and what was she like? I wish you the best, but this really sucks.
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Just pay it forward anonymous December 10 2010, 19:45:50 UTC

Believe it or not, I am 61 years old and I miss my Grandmother today more than I ever have. Now I have a 19 month old granddaughter and I am having flashbacks to good times I had with my granny. We baked together, so I just bought a little baking set for my granddaughter so that we can bake, too. I hope I can create wonderful memories that will live on so that my granddaughter will one day be buying a little baking set for her granddaughter. That's the legacy every good grandmother passes on. Just pay it forward.