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[tragicwaste]

Yesterday was the one month mark or my grandmother's death.

Oh my god, has it really been one month already? It's so hard to believe.

It doesn't even feel like it's been that long.

And even now it's just starting to hit me more and more.

I'm crying myself to sleep more.

I'm happy less.

I hate this..

Comments

Awww

[anonymous]

Hey there. I completely understand how you feel. I lost both my grandma and my dad in the same year, two and a half years ago. I was close to both of them so it was very hard. I was where you're at back then, and honestly still get that way at times. Dad's birthday is hard, and father's day. Today is grandma's birthday and I don't mind telling you that I am sitting here crying as I am typing and will probably cry myself to sleep tonight too. Where you're at is okay, it's part of the process. Just let it happen. You'll get through it. I am 22 now, so I was close to your age when this happened. You'll make it. If you ever need a friend who has been there to talk and/or cry to, email me, katie_lynn_tx@yahoo.com

Katie