mind numbing silence is bad for the heart

[trainornator]

I feel so helpless. Nothing makes me happy. I pace around in my room, around in the kitchen. With blank thoughts. I don't even know what to think about anymore. My days are now filled with tears and agony while I put up a wall that tells people I'm doing well. For so long I searched and searched for something I could hold onto... I found that

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[hopeles_faith14]

cheer up nigga... even though i'm a big part of that sadness.

sorry ♥

[trainornator]

Meh... I'm just retarded and take everything to heart too deeply that's all. It's just how I am and I hate it but whatever. I guess it isn't such a bad thing since it shows how much I care for everything in life though... So it's a double-edged sword. I don't take little things for granted, but I also have a hard time saying goodbye to those little things I was paying attention to that not many others see. *runs around in circles flailing his arms over his head* SOn of a bitch I'm such a cool pirate hooker though!