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[traipsindreamer]

So. I need to figure out something different to do. Obviously, what I've been doing isn't working. But I don't wanna change b.c... it's me. I'm just being me. And I don't wanna change what I want b.c then I'll never be satisfied or completely happy. I don't think I should change what I want when it's something that would just keep me happy

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[rengetsu]

what was your request?

[traipsindreamer]

All I ask is that he tells me "I love you" or "I miss you" or "I wanna be with you always" and shit like that... whenever I say "I love you" or "I miss you," all he says is "I know you do." He thinks when I ask little questions like, "Do you love me?" or "You wanna be with me forever?" is me questioning how he feels for me. But it's not. It's just nice to hear. And it upsets me that he won't fulfill my request. I'm not asking for too much, am I?

[rengetsu]

Well, if he doesn't feel the same then probably. If he doesn't then you're asking him to lie to your face, which he might not want to do... and I wouldn't either, because lying to someone is really crappy. He probably just doesn't know how to handle a girl saying those kinds of things to him. He probably doesn't even know what he wants right now, and he probably won't until he's older. That's just how boys are. -_

[rengetsu]

I said probably way too much in that reply... lol... that's what I get for not proofreading before hitting "post"...

and I meant "a little more of a serious commitment" not like. super serious let's get married tomorrow.