It has come to my notice that life can sometimes grind to a standstill; where moments like spending 4 hours in bed trying to decide how to start your day becomes more than a rare occurance. At times like this, I've learnt that you just gotta be patient and be prepared when life, does, eventually, catch up with you. Just like the last moments of ( Read more... )

lately, when i stop and think, all i hear is the sound of myself drowning. Regretting is no doubt one of the most pitiful states to be in, but it's really not like I can help it. Things have always righted themselves in the past and ends have always met. yet somehow, in this, my most dire hour, nothing is happening according to plan. My life is in ( Read more... )

its either time has numbed the wound of not being back in singapore or life here is improving. both.. very likely scenarios. while some things like mahjong never changes, others, like the insurgence of our new community of indo buddies are qt a welcome addition. at least now we can play MOre mahjong... AHAHAha ( Read more... )

running a fever running in the rain.

I'm ecstatic. Internet connection is up and I'm connected to the world even if it sure doens;t feel like it. As usual, my life here is in disarray but it happens so often i'm beginning to think that it's just me. At least the air con in this swanky apartment is working splendidly and my bed, installed in the living room looks awfully clean and ( Read more... )

I'm getting horribly lethargic. Once my excuse for not going out was the lack of transport and the injustice of cab fares,but now, with a car and license, its just not too valid no more. It's a kinda unmet restlessness, if i had to coin something. The 5 hour prata sessions just don't qt cut it, nor the sitting around at people's houses. there's ( Read more... )

time flies when i'm back in SINgpaore, although each moment seems longer than it actually is. been driving all over town now and i'm just too fuicking lazy to leave home without a car. VOlunteered to help my ex math tutor write up some tutorials for his students over at bugis and as it turns out, i'm spending more on erp and fucking dollar-per-half ( Read more... )

So it's been 2 weeks since i've gotten back. Exactly 2 weeks on this very day.Time seems to slow down while you're living in it, yet on hindsight, it now seem to be so long gone. New york was ABSOLUTELY DECADENT. god. so much to say i really can't be bothered. Once again it's back to my fractured writing, thoughts running in together, random ( Read more... )

so i stepped out to my friend's balcony after lunch today and i was standing there for a while when i realized there was a couple in the car before me, one floor down. She was giving him a blowjob when they saw me staring. I thought she was just trying to reach for something she had dropped on the car floor when a guy's face quickly appeared, ( Read more... )

Great.. I got my activeX back again. Thought my com was crashing on me for a while. School's out. Exams in 3 days.. Ann's leaving wed and we're going New York come saturday. Then its back to singapore on independence day. life doesn't get any better from here.