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The Waiting Game
Here I am bored as hell, waiting for Josh to get home. I know he was on his way because he changed his facebook status to "on the way back after tons of great shows". I missed him a ton this weekend. Yesterday he called me his best friend and that made me so happy because I had been thinking all day about how he really is my best friend. I can tell ( Read more... ) -
Well, Well, Well...
Well everything has been okay here recently. I'm teaching at two different schools for Kaplan and I'm trying to become a site coordinator for the company. Josh and I are great, he's on tour now and I'm just hoping the groupie hoes aren't all over my man. The debt collectors are about to lock me up and throw away the key because I don't answer the ( Read more... ) -
"thank you for knowing me"
Life is tolerable right now. Josh is the source of all of my happiness and my mom throws in some goodness every once in a while... things could get really serious now--simply terrifying. I'm noticing my weaknesses and irritants and its only verifying what i didn't think could be true. Curly Sue has been stopping by these days. She's jealous of Josh ( Read more... ) -
Some things never change...
I've always had an obsession with fabulous people, or rich people, or weird people, Gothic people, girls, white girls, Asian girls, rich girls, funky girls, artistic girls, anorexic girls, suicide girls. All of these people hold qualities that I wish I beheld. Facebook is like my little fix.. I can look at the lives of all of the people I grew up ( Read more... ) -
Mistakes
Today I remembered what it was like to worry. Worry about feelings and whether or not he still cares for me like he once did. I think I pushed him too far. I didnt think he would care so much-- well I did, but i though that in the end he'd just walk away like he usually tries to. I know he loves me but maybe now he wants less to do with me because ( Read more... ) -
In a dream
I'm in a dream ( Read more... ) -
Like A Star
I miss you like crazy... I've never been through this before... Your like A star...
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something new
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spring break... there are no words.
