Things are well...work is crazy but otherwise not too terrible :) PA is nice but still buffalo is my home :) I hope to maybe come back and live there another day..matt has thought it would be neat to live there for some time :) But for now my main focus is to make money and save as much as I can.

FInally got internet back..im alive i swear! :)

So of course where i live there is massive flooding and evacuations gotta love it. thank goodness i live on a hill.

So I am here in PA, work is good (im werking at bank of america) pay is good as well as benefits. I missing buffalo alot and hope everyone hasnt forgotten about me. I basically have been spending most of my afternoons trying to get my house in order and to find fun things to do. I am hoping to come back to buffalo in about a month or so i am ( Read more... )

SO i am on vacation finally from work.. a week and a half to myself which makes me really happy. I am still a little bit nervous about the move but i am staying strong through it. I know it shall be for the best. Im excited to see new places. but yet sad that im leaving some really great things behind..but i know that I shall be in touch. I thought ( Read more... )

When you feel all alone ( Read more... )

Changes will be something interesting to adjust too..the ability to have a life and be it filled with good friends and family and love..I am just hoping for the best for me.

Makes me wanna learn guitar just to sing it ( Read more... )

i feel sick inside..i dont know anymore maybe no one will know.
maybe when i thought people appreciated me they lied.
maybe they just lied to me..so close to me within feet and they dont care.
whatever.

Will I lose my dignity? Will someone care?
Will I wake tomorrow from this nightmare?