Its amazing how anything can show almost an exact portrail of a year of my life. seriously, the emotion is absolutely wonderfully acted, thats the closest thing i have ever seen, that explain what its like....i cant believe how well, im just baffled- that is the exact reaction EXACT

i forgot to post lastnight...just one thought.

i finally took the time to sort my thoughts out enough to put them in words. i finally said(well typed) some things that Ive thought, and never let myself process. After i wrote it down, i realized how the smallest things can change so so much.

i didnt sleep at all lastnight.

insane.intreguing

as of today April 12th I, Katie Spencer am trying my damn hardest to quit smoking cigarettes

the heart is a fragile thing. thats why we protect it so vigorously, share it so rarely, and show it so sparingly.

Do you ever crave love?

i just realized what has changed. why im always wandering waiting for how it used to be. i do NOT feel the emotion i used to.......im numb..........my god, the intenseness of happiness, and the insanly tenseness of sadness. i need to go off my meds, i HAVE TO FEEL THE EMOTION I USED TO ( Read more... )

"yesterday i think i fell for you, but the question is, can i handle somethin new ( Read more... )

"we'll fast forward to a few years later, no one knows but the both of us ( Read more... )

its one of those nights. insane.

my weekend:good and bad, ide have to say that the good weighed out the bad.friday was psycho, no bueno, messy yucky,went to bed at 1230, when i wanted to stay at a kick ass party. Saturday, shopped allllllllll day in Indi, got a bunch of kick ass stuff, went out with Ash that night, to lava which was HILARIOUS,bunch of random guys wanted to dance, ( Read more... )

the thing is, people really really anger me. like why would someone tell me some big thing and make it all sound so true, then the next day completly not act how they sounded the night before? i dont understand people for the life of me. just why do people toy with other people at all? ive decided i cant handle not taking my meds, it messes with me ( Read more... )