hooray for school almost being out!

hooray for me going to atlanta to pick up my new mini cooper tomorrow!

hooray for getting a bartending job!

hopefully things are starting to look up.

now if only i could sit down and study for my final....

it's hard to do things when no one believes in you. especially when it's your family who is supposed to be supportive and loving unconditionally. even if you know for a fact you can do something, it is hard when they expect/want you to fail just so they can say "i told you so." there is too much negative energy in this world. people should just ( Read more... )

i'm not exactly sure what i think about this new job at zydeco. it's not quite what i expected. i want to keep it but i make half of what i do at mellow. oh, but the perks are so great....
perhaps i will stick it out just a little bit longer.
it's weird. it's like going to live with a new family.

clinically depressed.

high levels of anxiety.

slight ADHD.

this is what the dr. says about my irritability, procrastination, sleep disturbances, and high stress.

this is what i told the dr. from day one.

interesting that you have to pay $300.00 to have something repeated back to you.

There is always time to do what you WANT to do ( Read more... )

i have had a major exam every week for the past 4 weeks. i am sick of tests ( Read more... )

don't go see twisted. it is horrible. i was really disappointed with ashley judd and samuel l. jackson for this one. i expected better....i really did ( Read more... )

do you ever go spend too much money on something thinking you have a little bit of extra cash and want to indulge just once so you don't forget what it's like, and then come home and find an unexpected bill or realize it's someone's birthday and that you really didn't have any extra cash ( Read more... )

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i hate it when you have insomnia and stay up till 7 in the morning then have to get up early for a class after wanting so badly to stay in bed, logically trying to reason with yourself that you absolutely under no circumstances cannot miss this class what so ever yet still debate being bad, drag yourself to school, curse the whole walk to the ( Read more... )