I'm not quite sure what to say, except that I want you to know that there's someone here who is more than happy to listen if you ever want to talk.
Also, the fact that worse things can happen doesn't negate the fact that what you're experiencing is bringing you down, and so I hope that things get better in your life soon.
UMAT kind of sucks, but that's the ridiculous thing with percentile based results - only so many can get the scores that universities "want", and so many good students miss out.
Though the words that you use to describe them are beautiful, I hope that these terrible monsters you have leave soon, and that things start looking up, I really do.
♥ you're welcome. :) I really do just enjoy talking things through so... and you're lovely.
I hope you do get into a course of your choice - it's so terribly stressful trying to work it out, am I right? :(
I understand that, though - there's always the self expectations that are there and it's hard to tell when they're actually realistic or not....
(also, haha, yeah, I am! :) I don't think I mention it much... but I've found that there are actually a number of Australians that I know in this fandom, haha)
hahaha omg so your lovely words basically shoved me through putting in my uni preferences so future madi adores you!!
and i'm not even sure, it's like my expectations have gotten increasingly higher throughout the year. it's probably unhealthy, but, you know.
(and i actually seem to think everyone's american or british until proven not. that's so weird! i hope wherever you are has sweeter weather than here!)
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Also, the fact that worse things can happen doesn't negate the fact that what you're experiencing is bringing you down, and so I hope that things get better in your life soon.
UMAT kind of sucks, but that's the ridiculous thing with percentile based results - only so many can get the scores that universities "want", and so many good students miss out.
Though the words that you use to describe them are beautiful, I hope that these terrible monsters you have leave soon, and that things start looking up, I really do.
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but thank you, really c: i know i shouldn't really complain because i could get into any other course in the state with my marks, but
- ugh -
i'm not used to doing badly.
(and i had no idea you were australian!!)
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I hope you do get into a course of your choice - it's so terribly stressful trying to work it out, am I right? :(
I understand that, though - there's always the self expectations that are there and it's hard to tell when they're actually realistic or not....
(also, haha, yeah, I am! :) I don't think I mention it much... but I've found that there are actually a number of Australians that I know in this fandom, haha)
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and i'm not even sure, it's like my expectations have gotten increasingly higher throughout the year. it's probably unhealthy, but, you know.
(and i actually seem to think everyone's american or british until proven not. that's so weird! i hope wherever you are has sweeter weather than here!)
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