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And wonders why himself because it makes no sense at all - not rationally and definitely not … he sighs, and takes a deep breath, eyebrows furrowed as he muses. For a quite while. I don't know. I barely know you, but know enough to be aware of you being a very tough case. You're quite fixated on dying, and any emotional attachment to you can only end in pain. Because, given your stubborn disposition and refusal to acknowledge any help, I cannot see much success unless the person is willing to walk through fire. (and he is glad he doesn't develop emotional attachments)Tilts his head to the side. On the other hand, I can see why someone would want to save you. There is a part of you that wants it, craves it and ...shrugs. I guess you are not that dull, after all.
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