I'm debating using this thing anymore. I almost had a heart attack when it was down.
Anyhow, tomorrow I do believe I'm going on a double date. I haven't been on a date in a while, so I'm excited.
So, the show tonight was amazing.
If you didn't know, it was Beloved's fairwell show. With Underoath, Classic Case, and Glass Casket.
After being in the car for nearly two hours, and listening to rap music (hahah), we finally arrived in Winston-Salem. The line was already long. After a while Tony, Kyle, and Michael J. showed up. Being outside wasn't the most pleasant experience, considering it unbearably cold (also considering the fact that I never wear anything more than a jacket). Aww and I saw Sami. She's so cute! I had to pee, so Tony walked me to some coffee shop where we peed and got WARM drinks. Anyhow, finally doors opened. I bought a shirt for Josh, and a 30 dollar Beloved fairwell hoodie.
Classic Case was first, they were pretty good. The vocalist was hot as hell. Some bitch wouldn't let me infront of her to get with Chel, so Ash and I just pushed our way up. Then came Glass Casket. Everyone in the very front was packed together, and of course, it hurt. Seriously, when I say packed, I mean it. My feet were on other peoples' feet, and I couldn't even move to reach my pants to pull them up. It was hot, I couldn't breathe or see, but I suppose it was worth it. Ash started overheating and had to get pulled out, since that's the only way you can escape that crowd. One of the guys up front asked everyone to take two steps back, but of course after they did, they just pushed harder. Rude ass 15 year old pop punk kids.
Underoath started playing. Andrew, this kid we met, tried to keep Chel and I together, but it didn't work out too well. He was so freakin sweet, I owe him alot for all that he did. I got seperated, and almost puked on someone, and finally found my way out. In order to get out, I had to tell a million people that I couldn't breathe, and then this guy was about to lift me up and crowdsurf me to the front, but I told him not to, because my pants would fall down, etc etc. So I grabbed onto this other guys jacket who was trying to get out, and just followed him. In the meantime, I lost my 30 dollar jacket. Then I saw Kyle and he told me Ash was outside. She was shaking all over. It scared me so much, because I really don't know what to do in situations like those. A cop was outside with us, and I guess he called an ambulance. I mean, she was shaking so much that she could barely hold her drink. I tried to find Chel a million times, but it was pretty impossible.
After being in the ambulance for a while, Ash and Tony (he was in there with her) came back out and she was fine. Then we sat around for a while. And I found Eric again. I swear, I see that kid so much yet we never talk. And we did.
Then NORMA JEAN played as a surprise guest. Surprise indeed, considering they played two songs I absolutely love, and uhh.. considering the fact that I believe they are amazing. It was a wonderful surprise.
Beloved came next, of course. They did really good. I stayed near Tony and the pit for most of that, because I didn't want to get near the front again. I swear, some people just can't dance. After all was done ( big sad face ), this guy puked right infront of Tony, Kyle, and me. I felt bad for him, because he just kept puking and puking. Ugh.
I met Johnny from Beloved, got a picture with him, took a picture of Kyle, Tony, and him, and looked for my jacket, which of course I didn't find. :( On the way out I saw Matt R., who I would have never expected to be there, but he was. And he saw me with my curly hair. Yuck. And then.. after all hugs were received and goodbyes were said, we drove home.
I had an amazing night. Thanks to Ash and Chel and all others mentioned in there. I'm sorry this whole story is kind of spaced out, I suppose it's because my body is aching and it's 3 a.m. I wish everyone could have been there.
so I'll take this until it fades.
until it falls,
until it breaks.
& I'll kiss it goodbye.
R.I.P. Beloved. :(