Pseudo-MTF: Any advice?

[omnipoignant]

 Alright, I'm going to try to make this as short and sweet as possible. No rambling, Ben!!

I'm a 21 y/o pansexual biomale, and I consider myself genderqueer. I've been wanting to start hormone therapy, but not to become a female/woman. What I'm most interested in is bridging the gap between man and woman, and to an extent, male and female. Right now

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[eatthosediapers]

while a DIY ethic is commendable, it's maybe not the best idea when it comes to your hormones. munching birth control is not only dangerous, but also won't give you the results you want for a long time. if your concern is difficulty finding a doctor who won't be willing to help you be what you need to be, don't worry, there are doctors who don't stipulate gender normativity so stringently. i've been on prescribed hormones for 8 months now, but i kinda suck at passing and i kinda don't care. i am female identified, but my voice gives me away, so to some, i'm kinda what you are describing. a couple things