Inks & Trace Metals

[transmigrant]

In the Cold of NightLike clockwork, I was up at 4:00 a.m. wandering around my living room and gulping down a cup of orange juice, cigarette in hand. After 10 minutes I laid back down in bed, stared at the ceiling and then started typing. One of the benefits of having insomnia is that the most retarded things hit you in the cold of night. Ideas you

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[gabe_g]

Sleeping. I recently started having even more major problems with social and now general anxiety. It got triggered after I quit a not so great flower delovery job. I was all ready to get another job as I realized that the whole driving thing was my solution for my anxiety at work problems. Now I didn't even want to drive for a living cause it basically sucks and the unpredicatable schedule makes me anxious. I realized that I was quickly becoming un-employable and that I have to get rid of the anxiety, not avoid it. Of course that means I now know I HAVE to do everything that I used to hide from. Terrifying shit for me. So now knowing that these incidents will be coming I'm anxious all the time. My point being that I now have trouble sleeping. It's the first time in my life I've ever experienced it. I've been getting 3-5 hours a night for 10 days now. I thought it would get better after I saw my therapist, started medication, and made a new plan to get over my anxiety. I'm going to sleep alright, but still bursting awake around 5:30