sometimes i wonder if i'm strong enough

today i realized why, after a year of counseling, i still can't express my feelings. because i receive conflicting messages concerning my feelings. ever since my first panic attack my parents have always said that i could tell them how i feel, that i shouldn't keep anything bottled up inside. but as soon as i do tell them how i feel, they start ( Read more... )

i'd like to get through one day without crying

it's not so much fun anymore.

1. initials: A.M.C ( Read more... )

no one wants me. one day i'll run away and never come back. i'll just start over. that's what i really need to do. forget everyone and start fresh.

as fast as that horse was loping, that's how fast my life seemed to be moving out of my control. i didn't like it.

i'm so tired of crying. why can't i just get through one day being happy?

in our desire to be accepted i feel that we've lost the best part of our relationship

is it worth it? right now i honestly don't know.