quit worrying about everyone elses "problems" or lack there of.
it really pisses me off when people talk about things they think they know a lot about, and don't
it also really pisses me off when people air other peoples dirty laundry that isn't so dirty, afterall.

that is all.

HEY REMEMBER WHEN BANDS LIKE MATES OF STATE AND DISMEMBERMENT PLAN PLAYED MACROCK!? WHAT HAPPENED!?

i've been hanging a lot with choice* people ( Read more... )

just as i was beginning to think things were real hazy, i opened my eyes and BAM life hit me in the face. this week started off pretty rough. luckily, i have amazing roommates and awesome friends. mechanical pencils and paper have also been mildly theraputic. thanks to all those who popped in for pasta and good times. big ups to heather for cooking ( Read more... )

some affiliation, but not as much as one may beleive ( Read more... )

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bittersweet.
i got a twelve page letter full of love.
it made me cry.
i feel nice mentally.
horrible physically.

i like waking up to faces.

i saw venus tonight! eh, i'm pretty much going insane. i can't swallow anything in the evenings. and it's hard to open my mouth when i first wake up. it feels worse than tonsilitus. anxiety has taken over my life. my hands keep on trembling. i feel pretty weird all day every day unless i'm around people. even with people i feel liek i can't ( Read more... )

thanks for being a proud supporter.


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normally i ignore current bullshit in my life and in the lives of others, but when serious shit goes down it's not that easy. i'm a mess. so are a few others close to me. this is the first time in my life i've had to digeast anything real. and it's kinda like eating a whole jar of extra crunchy peanut butter and not having anything to wash it down ( Read more... )