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3 DAYS... 3 DAYS.. 3 DAYS... till I am putting on my dancing shoes. I am going up to Buffalo, hanging out with friends, and going to Canadia :) I love Canadia. I get to meet and greeet everyone again. I am also going to get some reference forms. But most importantly I get to relax and forgot about myself for a while ( Read more... )

I am sorry for my week and a half long hiatus my loyal reader. [Hi, Mom] Suffice it to say that my week was long and not so good. It has not been as bad as many, but let it be said that I was sorely tempted to drink and possible end my heart [both figuratively and literally]. Don't worry about me I am better now. So let's start the update ( Read more... )

I just got back from New York. I realized when I was down there how much I don't accomplish every day, due to stupid things... I am going to change... Two things are going... the first is video games. I don't accomplish anything by playing them. the only exception is Evernight. It is an on-line risk type game. It stretches my strategies, and I have ( Read more... )

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Ok last night I decided to try to start up a new life. I was going to start to do more, eat less... you know the same spiel I normally do. This time I lasted all of 4 hours. I woke up at 10:30. Dropped off Heather and went out to get car fixed. **see below** I got home at about 3 and what did I do..... I went right on the computer till 5. ARGGGG ( Read more... )

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I have a lot to talk about in these pages, but I just can't seem to find the time. I want to talk about kissing, about idiots and their children, about best friends, or more precise the lack thereof,....about the life, the universe and everything. But instead I find my self playing video games and designing adventures and tombs for the DND group. I ( Read more... )

Depression has returned to my life. Now you might think that is bad, and in a way you are right. Ironically though you don't have the whole truth. My life is arranged in a series of ups and downs. Every month is a roller-coaster of emotions. I have periods of mania, in which life is grand. Everything seems to fall in place, colors are bright, ( Read more... )

I don't know what to write. This is my first journal entry, thank you Ken. I am starting to try to get my life on track. I am working on my resume, looking for a job, and working on my other website... not yet up ( Read more... )