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[traped_in_stone]

Um... I am sorry I have not been around lately... I had a bit of a cold, but it's all better now!

Private - Hackable

I... things have been very... unsettling to me lately. Last night, I dreamt about Chloe.. and Honya-chan too... I... I know I don't care about Honya-chan... well no... but I like Chloe too... more than Honya-chan. And it is different... Honya-chan.. Honya-chan saved me.. Many times. And now Chloe is... saving me too... but.. why should i even need to be saved? I... I shouldn't... I'm... Chloe knows... What I am.. And yet... she doesn't think ill of me...

Still... Maybe... Maybe I should... Honya-chan.. she doesn't know... I wish I could tell her, but I haven't seen her at all lately... And I'm supposed to be her sister, at least...

And she's going to be gone soon... I don't like that...But she has to go.

... I wish I had someone... here... someone I could turn to, who knows... who understands.... but none of them are here with me... All I can do is write I suppose.... But who should I write to...

... maybe... I know.

/Private

Thats all for now journal.