we all hate to look. we all love to picture...

[trapped_dying]

so it was another rather long day. woke up at 7am to sound of my fone ringing from him. we talked for a while. and i guess it was good to get all my feelings out. but nothing really matters anymore. i've learned so much through all this. it's good to give people your heart, just not the whole thing. or you'll lose control and then they'll take

Comments

wow!

[withbrokenarms]

that shit was long miss ashley noelle clanton. just because i was a dick head to you and did what i did to you doesn't mean i never had those feelings for you. yes this is a public comment. yes everyone can read this. yes im sure after reading your previous journal entry people in the "l.j" community despise me. but it's okay. ill live i promise. people make mistakes, some bigger than others. some more often. the things i did to you were mistakes, but don't ever doubt for a moment the feelings i felt for you weren't anything short of real. i never ment to end up this way. i never ment to make the mistakes that i made, but i made them, and ill deal with them, not by posting all about it in my live journal so the whole world can see it. but by dealing with it by telling my friends who are important to me about what i did because everyone who knows me should know what i did respectively because it's ass what i did. im not perfect. i never was. im not making a single excuse for why i did what i did, all im saying is that i did it and it