Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

I am in a wickedly awful mood today and hate everyone. There is not much else to say. My new big lipped Patina arrives today, and I am still trying to come up with a name for her. I am really irritated and I just don't want to be at work. I wish I could leave and just go home. I have to go to the gym today. Then I am going out with my mom for a bit ( Read more... )

Shirley Manson is fucking God. I can't even begin to tell you how fucking hot she makes me. Just the things she says, the way she walks, the way she talks, the way she dresses, her whole fuck off attitude. God I love her. I'd fucking kill, steal, cut off limbs and die for her. Man, she is a goddess. People always say there is no such thing as ( Read more... )

I think part of my appeal(if there is any) is the fact that I am so tragically flawed. I am this horrid dual combination of innocence and inpurity, glaring intelligence backed with insane amounts of stupidity to the trivial, freed spirit yet contained in myself, a very old soul who still acts young. I think I am almost my own Ying and my own Yang. ( Read more... )

Ok, so I have written in a couple days and a lot has happened... I've gone to the beach two times(something I haven't done in years) and LOVED it..... I don't really want a tan, but I love just sitting on the sand by the shore and letting the water hit my feet and laying out in the open... It's just the best relaxation ever... I also got this weird ( Read more... )

Well journal, I haven't written in you forever but I haven't forgotten about you. I really haven't had much to say lately. I've been getting used to these braces and I have been getting used to this little hair also. It's been nice and boring since I've last written. I saw my mom yesterday and it was great. I bought her a little gift because I am ( Read more... )

Ok so I took off on Friday and I know I haven't really been writing much lately.... I've been so busy, it's insane.... I got braces put on my top set of teeth on Friday, and I have been cutting my mouth the FUCK up..... just two years with these things and then I have perfect straight teeth.... I'll be so happy when it's done.... and I am getting ( Read more... )

Ok so I am in a sudden mood of distress and misery.... I need a new job because they are making all these insane rules around here.... I have a problem with authority... Well, I refuse to be someone's bitch, so I need a new job... I need outta this place... Supposedly Jas was mad with me this morning but I don't get it cause I read her journal and ( Read more... )

Ok so I kinda thought I had lost a friend recently. I read Steph's livejournal and it basically said we weren't going to be friends anymore. Well, it kinda upset me and depressed me and whatever but I think it was resolved... I don't know anymore.... I really don't know if it is everyone else who is fucked up in my life or if it is just me... I ( Read more... )

At 22 I thought I would know more than this. I thought I would be doing better than this. I thought I would look better than this. I thought I would think better than this. I thought that by now I would have outgrown so many of my childish ways. Yet of course, I stay the same. My inability to evolve is proving to be more of a fault than a quality. ( Read more... )