Dont you hate.... Any suggestion?
Don't you hate it whenyou like someone alot and you don't know if they feel the same about you? Well, that is the ituation Im in, and it is driving me nuts. I know you shouldn't get hung up about someone but its hard. I do find other people hot. I thought that my feelings for him died during the summer, but I was wrong, because I talked to him on msn the other day and somehow they came back full swing. For God's sake I don't know what to do I have been told by many people that I should tell him, and let what happens happen. The worst think that can happen is he say "no" or something to that effect. But that is the problem as much as I speak my mind, I seem not to be able to say this. I have had a shitty ending with the last guy I liked, and it I were to tell him I have no idea what to say, all I know is that I will need my inhailer by the end of it. I still can't believe I said he had pretty eyes. Oi, Maybe he knows I like him. I did say to him he was good looking, but then again you can say someone is good looking and not like them. Im just so caught. Maybe I should tell him to get it over with and see what happens. I just wish I knew. He always is so kind to me, always listend. I have a hell of a time looking in his eyes because I'm afraid that he can see right through me. I feel so comfortable telling him things with out worrying about being judged. For Christ's sake I can't even listen to the rain with out thinking how he likes it... Goddamnit!