Will you dance to this beat - and hold a lover close?
Okay, I have told Adam that this "thing" between us has to come to a standstill. We have to see other people until we are ready or if were ever ready. He is going to try to get a job and be compleatly over his other job, he is also going to get tested. I had him talk to Conner and get him to help him. I may not like Conner but I know that he wouldn't hurt Adam, he seems to care about him. So I told him to find someone and that we need to take a brake from each other and see other people. I think that was a good start. He said that no matter what his heard always belongs to me and that even if I end up dating someone he will always wate for me. I told him he has to see other people and try to forget about me. As much as he loves me and I love him this is the best thing for now. But he said that he would but he would never love them as he loves me. I ended up making him cry. But we are supposed to see each other soon ( I dont know when ) I for some reason know something is going to happen, not saying it is going to be bad, the out come might be. Prays nothing happens. That would be bad.
He ended up singing this to me one day... The only thing that he has ever said anything suggestive about sexual things. Oi. I have to be the strong one here.
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without
Panic! at the Disco
Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did And how I hope to God he was worth it. When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as you're fingers touch your skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no you know it will always just be, me Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off? (Let's pick up, pick up) Oh now I do recall, we just were getting to the part Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick. I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention. Now let's not get selfish Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus? Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? Dance to this beat Dance to this beat Dance to this beat Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no you know it will always just be, me Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Dance to this beat So testosterone boys and harlequin girls Dance to this beat And hold a lover close Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster