I have no idea what is going on with anything that is happening in my life right now. I hate school, I am struggling in wrestling and honestly I'm not too happy right now ( Read more... )

Well, my week hasn't really been all that spectacular. The usual getting drunk occured and I enjoyed it. I didn't have class or wrestling practice all week so that was good. I hung out primarily with the one and only Josh Keedy. He wrecked his car and I gave him a ride for about a day and a half. It really wasn't too bad. I had fun with it ( Read more... )

Last Saturday was pretty amazing. Josh Keedy calls me at like 6 o'clock and we decide to go out to Big Ben's house. We figured there would be something to do out there, and oh were we wrong. Josh eats some shrooms and i get to drive his car and we hed of to colin whining's house. I thought we would be there for a while, I'd drink a couple beers and ( Read more... )

I think I have finally figured out what it is that made me want you back. I think that I just wanted someone to be with at the time. Being alone sucks. I can't help but think that I would have liked to have you back, but maybe it wasn't so much that it was you I wanted back. Maybe I just needed someone at that time and with you coming back into my ( Read more... )

I feel so bad right now... i lied... i hate lying to people... it doesn't make things any better ( Read more... )

so i am in the process of staying up all night. It is going to be amazing because tomorrow i will probably sleep from about 11 til 4. Hopefully i will get at least 2 hours of sleep tonight. it depends on when i decide to finish this paper ( Read more... )

so i think that my week is going to be really busy and i dont like busy. i have a feeling im not gonna be hanging out with too many people this week..(as if i hung out with people anyways). i have to start really focusing in on school or im prolly going to lose all my scholarships...and then i wont be able to go to wabash anymore ( Read more... )

So for a while now I've been posting stuff about how much I still like a certian girl and how much it sucks that I can't have her and I've been pouring my soul into these posts. I feel like I'm whining constantly about this situation and I'm sure that no one honestly cares, but I still have to put my thoughts down or they will be stuck in my head ( Read more... )

I have no idea what is going on with you right now...

I don't know if you are telling me that you do or don't want this...

I wish I knew what you are thinking...

Someone who can make me happy when I'm mad, sad, or just not in a good mood by just being with me; that's what I've always wanted. Friends is a good place to be, but I can't help but ( Read more... )

ok...i didnt really get around to this on the weekend but its better now than never. I'm sure most of you already know that on saturday i went to a party and ended up in the hospital. it was pretty amazing. i was just minding my own business and all of the sudden im laying on the ground. so i jump back up and keep going. what i didnt realize was ( Read more... )