bald scrote
Ok, considering i went to sleep at 6am after talking to ceils all night i don't think this is an acceptable time to be up.
Ceils was talking to me about all this philosophy that her george has been reading and the reason why we have to prove ourselves to people other than ourselves etc etc.
TiNy EdGeS says:
he was also a philosopher and he believed the only way a person knew their own being was by the reflection of themselves provided by others. the only way people know themselves is by how other people see them. we consider everything we do and the way we are measured by others reactions to us. like we only think we're funny if other people laugh at what we've said. we would consider ourselves not funny if we said something we had considered funny and no one laughed. thats a really basic example though.
he thinks humans are forever trying to be 'in itself'. like, rocks and plants and animals are 'in itself', they have one function and they are exactly what they are and unchanging. a rock is a rock and its always going to be one, and animals are animals and they know what they are and their function. humans are 'for itself' and are measuring themselves through others and constantly seek to be itself but never can achieve it.
Everyone is a lot more relaxed on LJ for some reason, on DJ everyone would scowl and the dark colours made people not like commenting. But i don't like boyfriends who comment *grr* I made my mum laugh the other day without realising when i was annoyed with george about something and said to her 'he should respect me enough to keep his opinions to himself'. heh :S
BLLAARRRUUUGGH i just put ear wax in my mouth.
My ears feel like they're about to explode, it feels and sounds like i'm in an aeroplane, and has been like this for nearly 2 hours now... i'm worried... maybe i've got air in my brain...
I'm drinking coke thinking this is gonna solve it, but it's just making me feel like i'm coming up on pills... i guess that is a good thing... (?!)
I'm very bored and feel like soiling my diary with bollocks. I seriously got this in my inbox.
one of the bitches i posted on my old diary. me? childish?
a skirt i made
ok, i'm done.
Ceils was talking to me about all this philosophy that her george has been reading and the reason why we have to prove ourselves to people other than ourselves etc etc.
TiNy EdGeS says:
he was also a philosopher and he believed the only way a person knew their own being was by the reflection of themselves provided by others. the only way people know themselves is by how other people see them. we consider everything we do and the way we are measured by others reactions to us. like we only think we're funny if other people laugh at what we've said. we would consider ourselves not funny if we said something we had considered funny and no one laughed. thats a really basic example though.
he thinks humans are forever trying to be 'in itself'. like, rocks and plants and animals are 'in itself', they have one function and they are exactly what they are and unchanging. a rock is a rock and its always going to be one, and animals are animals and they know what they are and their function. humans are 'for itself' and are measuring themselves through others and constantly seek to be itself but never can achieve it.
Everyone is a lot more relaxed on LJ for some reason, on DJ everyone would scowl and the dark colours made people not like commenting. But i don't like boyfriends who comment *grr* I made my mum laugh the other day without realising when i was annoyed with george about something and said to her 'he should respect me enough to keep his opinions to himself'. heh :S
BLLAARRRUUUGGH i just put ear wax in my mouth.
My ears feel like they're about to explode, it feels and sounds like i'm in an aeroplane, and has been like this for nearly 2 hours now... i'm worried... maybe i've got air in my brain...
I'm drinking coke thinking this is gonna solve it, but it's just making me feel like i'm coming up on pills... i guess that is a good thing... (?!)
I'm very bored and feel like soiling my diary with bollocks. I seriously got this in my inbox.
one of the bitches i posted on my old diary. me? childish?
a skirt i made
ok, i'm done.