(no subject)
I AM: irritable
I WANT: friends
I HAVE: a painful nose
I WISH: i didn't
I HATE: having to do things i dont want to do
I MISS: george
I FEAR: being out of control
I HEAR: my computer chugging
I SEARCH: for things i give up lookign for in the end
I WONDER: where i'll be in a years time
I REGRET: not making more effort with people
I LOVE: films that enable me to distract from reality
I ACHE: my nose grisle does
I WILL ACHE: erm.
I ALWAYS: whinge
I AM NOT: giving up smoking
I DANCE: quite a lot
I SING: quite a lot
I CRY: not as much as i use to
I AM NOT ALWAYS: a miserable cunt
I WRITE: letters to russ when i'm at work on sundays
I Feel: gay
I WIN: fuck all
I LOSE: at keeping piercings clean
I CONFUSE: boys
I NEED: some beer
I SHOULD: cheer up
Today
I AM: fed up
I WANT: to speak to george
I HAVE: listened to a paul mckenna hypnosis CD
I WISH: i listened to it properly but i was too frightened that he'd take over my brain
I HATE: my sharp snot encrusting my septum keeper
I MISS: the daytime
I FEAR: my septum will get infected and fuck up
I HEAR: today i hear? yes i do actually.
I SEARCH: well.
I WONDER: i'm sure i;ve done this
I LOVE: my mum
I ACHE: my nose
I WILL ACHE: oh for god sake
I ALWAYS: wank
I AM NOT: amused by this anymore
I DANCE: this
I SING: has
I CRY: already
I AM NOT ALWAYS: been
I WRITE: done
I Feel: i
I WIN: don't
I LOSE: understand
I CONFUSE: where
I NEED: we're
I SHOULD: getting here?
what a load of spunk.