I'm now registered to vote. I'm sending in my application for The Art Insitute this week. I'm about to land a job. I'm looking for a place to live. I think I'm finally ready to get over my fear of highways and earn my license. I'm actively pursuing a love life. I'm making the effort, so let's see if things start falling into place for me.
Holy shit, that's excellent. Things WILL fall into place, I promise. What you have to be prepared for is that they may not fall into place on the first try. <3
Thank you. <3 I suppose it's worth the struggle, though some days I want to give up and just sleep life away. As long as there's some retarded amount of hope, I guess there's no harm in fighting it out. <3
amen sister....heehee, finally an appropritate time to say it...
ya know, earlier me and ryan were talking about rocky...which progressed into talking about slutty mcwarmhole...and i was explaining how you and i had that convo. about why we hate her, and that it is for valid reasons and not just surface shit.
then i started talking about you...
i think youre hot not just because youre gorgeous and i want to rape your face and stuff, but because of the person you are...ive never had a girl friend that i can talk about philosophy with and speak on intellectual terms with...as long as me and jessi have been best friends, i cant talk to her like that...and hence why i have the biggest crush in the world on you. youre beautiful...
and i actually relate to you..not just about stupid everyday shit and music and blah blah...but about psychological processes you go through and the things you think about...and blah blah...youre awesome.
We have too much in common, even based on what I read in your journal. I love the way you think, and I would marry you if I could. Us and Megan should just run off and rule the world together. We earned it.
You, me and the naked men need to get together again. And soon. Hottest ever.
rock for you. i know that you can do whatever you set your mind to. you are braver and stronger than you give yourself credit for. If you need anything, gimme a call homie. we need to hang again soon-like. being all bi-polar-like can make shit tough, and it makes your mind your own biggest hurdle. sometimes you fall on your face, but you learn to control it more and more. that's just me at least. damn, i'm still tripping on absinthe. i should go to sleep... love you. mwah <3 sorry if i make no sense....
We do need to hang soon; we can just sit around and babble about shit. If you guys still do karaoke on Thursdays, I wanna go sometime, too. We'll duet.
I think I may be a bit bi-polar. It would make sense, and it does seem to run in my family. One minute everything is great and then there will be a period where I can't stop fighting what's going on inside my head. You'll have to teach me your tips and tricks for that sometime. <3
sounds delicious! i'll call you, cuz karaoke is soooo on! after i do some shit around the house, maybe we can chizzill like flizzint. is it wednesday or thursday today? i guess i better figure that out, huh? dur. Yeah, I'll so teach you my anti-crazy tips, it'll rock!
absinthe=byebye, but we are gonna order some more from france, if you want in, fool! bwaaahaahaa!
it looks like we are on the same track... although I have stopped using recently, weed tends to cloud me over way too much and i don't drink anymore because...well because of issues. and it's like i can never be satisfied, and whenever something seems to be going really good and i feel really good about myself, i get shot down and what not. i've been in a total over-analytical mood for almost two months and i am getting sick of it. someone tells me to have a nice day and i have to think about what that means and what that person meant O__O
ON TOP OF THAT, I may be going to fill out an application soon as well. Just one question though: Is there anyway to make a career out of art, and not go commercial with it? I want to paint, or photograph, but I want to get somewhere with it...I don't know if it's possible though...
I can 100% relate to your comment about when someone tells you to have a nice day. I think I really just need to take a break and step out of my mind and relax for a bit. It's tough, though. I can't stop contemplating every little thing that goes on in my life. I hate it.
There are ways to make a non-commercial career out of art, but it's hard. Real hard. And rarely profitable. If you have good connections, though, it may work for you.
Yeah, so honestly ... life is shit. Honestly. I dont think that anyone knows that better than I do. You just have to mold it into what you want it to be
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I'm certainly trying to figure it out, but it's hard to find that first step to making life what I want it to be. That's my ultimate problem, I think. I like your view on things, and I think we definitely need to get together and talk sometime out of the goofy environment of Rocky and those crazy, insane parties. Sweeeeeeet.
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Holy shit, that's excellent. Things WILL fall into place, I promise. What you have to be prepared for is that they may not fall into place on the first try. <3
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ya know, earlier me and ryan were talking about rocky...which progressed into talking about slutty mcwarmhole...and i was explaining how you and i had that convo. about why we hate her, and that it is for valid reasons and not just surface shit.
then i started talking about you...
i think youre hot not just because youre gorgeous and i want to rape your face and stuff, but because of the person you are...ive never had a girl friend that i can talk about philosophy with and speak on intellectual terms with...as long as me and jessi have been best friends, i cant talk to her like that...and hence why i have the biggest crush in the world on you. youre beautiful...
and i actually relate to you..not just about stupid everyday shit and music and blah blah...but about psychological processes you go through and the things you think about...and blah blah...youre awesome.
and i totally dig you.
<3 ( ... )
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We have too much in common, even based on what I read in your journal. I love the way you think, and I would marry you if I could. Us and Megan should just run off and rule the world together. We earned it.
You, me and the naked men need to get together again. And soon. Hottest ever.
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also, "slutty mcwarmhole"=funniest thing ever, britt.
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I think I may be a bit bi-polar. It would make sense, and it does seem to run in my family. One minute everything is great and then there will be a period where I can't stop fighting what's going on inside my head. You'll have to teach me your tips and tricks for that sometime. <3
P.S. Absinthe BAAAAA WHERE/!?!!?
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absinthe=byebye, but we are gonna order some more from france, if you want in, fool!
bwaaahaahaa!
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although I have stopped using recently, weed tends to cloud me over way too much and i don't drink anymore because...well because of issues.
and it's like i can never be satisfied, and whenever something seems to be going really good and i feel really good about myself, i get shot down and what not.
i've been in a total over-analytical mood for almost two months and i am getting sick of it.
someone tells me to have a nice day and i have to think about what that means and what that person meant O__O
ON TOP OF THAT, I may be going to fill out an application soon as well.
Just one question though: Is there anyway to make a career out of art, and not go commercial with it?
I want to paint, or photograph, but I want to get somewhere with it...I don't know if it's possible though...
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There are ways to make a non-commercial career out of art, but it's hard. Real hard. And rarely profitable. If you have good connections, though, it may work for you.
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I like your view on things, and I think we definitely need to get together and talk sometime out of the goofy environment of Rocky and those crazy, insane parties. Sweeeeeeet.
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