I can't be alone, everytime I am I just get an overwhelming depression. I start to think of all the times we had, just doing nothing, just enjoying each others company. Do you remember those days? I dont know how you could give up those days so easily just to satisfy desire. You could have had anything that you wanted....

There are no words to describe tonight. Tonight was incredible, euphoric, intense.... ok so there are alot of words to describe tonight however all of which are incredibly vauge. I feel no need to explain it in great detail, because only the people that were there know the details, and just how incredible it was ( Read more... )

You really can't imagine what this has done to me. I really really wish that this didn't happen. I really did not want to become just another one, and thats all I really became.

Why do I waste my time with things that will never happan?

So I just got in from work at 6:15 and well, I've beeen there since 10. I really should sleep for I need to be up in 3 hrs 45 mins, but I'm really not tired. That and the fact that thoughts of her crowd my head at night, cause while im falling to sleep I have nothing else to do but think of her, and those lips, and... well you get the idea. So ( Read more... )

What I wouldn't do to just run up and hug you, and just hold you for the entire day ( Read more... )

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal ( Read more... )

This Isnt Happening ( Read more... )

Here we go again kids ( Read more... )

All of this heartache, frustration, anger, sadness, etc ( Read more... )

When the one person that you can call to pick you back up, becomes the person that's knocked you down, what the fuck do you do?

I suppose I'll just have to wait for the call that will put me back into the comforting frame of mind...

I won't hold my breath...

In all fairness, I did break yours first...

The nightmares were terrible...