Well, summer is here. And I'm workin a lot. I work all the time now. I make good money. This summer is not so good though. It's good in it's respects but not how I thought it would be. I am talking to people I didn't think I would and hangin out with ptoplt I didn't think I would. But I am also not talking or hangin out with people I thought I ( Read more... )

Well it's ben a while again. School is finally out. SUMMER TIME! Lots and Lots of work. I'm cutting a lot of lawns and making that big money. Still don't know what I'm gonna do with $1,000 dollars a month. Figure I would just put it in my bank account. Spend a little on something for me maybe. Anyways, I want to party big time. But I have no time. ( Read more... )

I first met Jules at a football game. I literally ran into him. He turned around and said,"HEY!" I said sorry pretty fast. He just said, No problem. First encounter doesn't seem much to anyone else but it means a lot now. Next time I saw him was after a pep rally. The band was walking back to the band room and another kid thought it would be funny ( Read more... )

I don't know why I care so much. I didn't really know them that well. I feel though. So far Nance has been in ever entry. Doesn't stop here. Since Julian has died today, I'm sure she is having a tough time. If she sees this, I'm here. I know she probably doesn't want to talk about it and I understand. I don't want to even think about it. I wish it ( Read more... )

My weekend wasn't how it was suppose to go. Saturday I worked allll day. From 630 in the morning to 730 at night. I cut 16 residential houses and spread 4.5 yards of mulch or a dump truck full. I didn't have time to hang out with anyone or even call anyone to hang out with. Sunday was moms day and I spent all morning with her but went over to my ( Read more... )

I told myself I would hang out with my friends more. Well this weekend that is my goal. So far I'm going over to Sunnys on sunday to hang out with her and Caitlin. Tomorrow I work for the first part of the day and I am left with the rest of the day and night to hang out with someone. Hopefully Nancy or Kayla. I thought maybe Brooke but she is busy ( Read more... )

Well it's been a long week. But now it's the weekend. I want to party. But the people that I use to party with are just not me and I don't want to party with them. Don't get me wrong, Sid and Justin are cool and all but lately while I have been finding myself I have found who really fit me. Got into a fight with my mom last night over being on the ( Read more... )

I wish I could trust somebody but unfortunatley I can't. I bet Nance is thinking that now. When it comes to Nancy and the things she does that worry me, I need to talk about them with someone. God, I don;t know what to say. I know that if I were to break away from all the drumline drama and become the farthest from them that I would ever be, it ( Read more... )

Man what a workout. I'm so tired out now. I went to New Smyrna Athletic Club with my dear, sweet mother. We were there for 2 hours. I got such a workout. My muscles are hurting and I seem to have hurt my ankle the other day, so that is hurting as well ( Read more... )

What a day. I'm SO tired lately. I'm still in search of the girls of my dreams. In February, a girl named Brooke liked me, so I decided to check it out. I disapointed her in telling her I didn't want to go out with her. Big Mistake. Since then I have been lookin for a girl to like and I have come to a conclusion. Brooke. It has only been recently ( Read more... )