I'm in a band now. We're going to have our first practice tonight. I don't even really know the drummer and gitarist. They're Brittish though, and brothers. My friend mike will be playing Bass gitar and my brother will be doing backup gitar and vocals. I'll be playing piano.

Hope it goes well.

Its been very uneventful so far. The job I thought I would have bailed out on me. It's been hell trying to find a new one. I think I might end up painting with a different company though. I'm also giving a few piano lessons.. which amounts to under 100 dollars a week ( Read more... )

*sigh*

I knew I shouldn't have cleaned my room
I knew I'd find things I didn't want to find
Things that would make me sad

:-(

STOP............
FUCKING....................
RAINING.......................................

kkthxbai

I just pierced my nipple. Yes, it did hurt :-p

Well, it feels like my life is starting to get a little bit more on track. Its nice. I'm talked to tiff today on the phone and i'm really glad I did. We're not better yet... that will take a long time, but it was just really nice to chat. Despite everything... she's still a wonderful person, and I think I would really enjoy her friendship ( Read more... )

How can you be relaxed when i'm so fucking enraged? explain that to me. I am ready to fucking kill you. I could rip out your fucking throat without any remorse. I'd spit in the bloody hole that you have recently aquired. And yet. Your perfectly relaxed. Here I am... basking in complete and utter rage. Nothing can calm me. Nothing. I will ( Read more... )

Workin on some more bartok. Nothing really to speak of.. I like it though. Its another Mikrokosmo. Going to a piano recital tonight too :-) should be fun.

Meh... I suppose I'm just truckin along. Nothing particularly interesting happening, but nothing overly horrible either. Hope everyone's well.

And now i'm 21. Whoopty fckin doo.

Last night was the hardest night of my life. I hurt. I did what I needed to though. Maybe someday i'll find I made a mistake. But I needed to follow what i've been telling my self. I needed to so somthing for my own sake. I hurt a lot. I needed to do it though. It still hurts.