My heart breaksimhalfcrazy111March 29 2005, 21:38:54 UTC
Kate, I would never approach Ryan. Ryan's a good guy (from what I've come to know). But just because we get along now, doesn't mean that it has to mean any more than that. I can actually joke around with Ryan and not want to break his face off. But I have more intelligence than to just start dancing with Ryan and think that it would be cosure. I was so uncomfortable with the whole thing, you obviously have no idea. I'm sorry that things happened the way that they did. I'm sorry I didn't just step away from the situation. I was kind of put in a really odd position. Please don't try and judge me over the mistake of not just pushing him away. I'm so sorry that you felt the way that you did/do... I know I cannot change the past. I feel like a moron for just letting it all happen. But I rest assure to you that I had no intention of dancing with Ryan. And yes, Ryan probably was just trying to have a good time... and I know that still doesn't make it right... I KNOW. If you could've/could be inside my head and know what I was
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