i just dont know

[traviswannabe]

So the last couple days have been long and next to no sleep, you know like 2 hours in the last two nights, so i'm extremely crabby and irritable right now....friday was fun getting out and bowling up until the end when i had to tell everyone Mariah was going home, which was quite the sad time ...then there was saturday, started the day with chrysta

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[leahnicole3785]

you're a good guy for letting her go. i dont think i could do it, and she's my best friend. i pitched a fit when she left to go out there. you'll have to come visit soon, and we'll all go camping again...sound good? and i promise, mariah can ride in the car this time, and i'll put someone else in the trunk. lol. that was good times. "oh shit, (swerve) there's a jack rabbit in the road!"

hang in there, she wont be gone forever. if i know her like i do, she'll get just as lonely out here and we'll be bound to take a road trip to see you.

baby

[riah85]

ok so i haven't really read any of this sense i have been home and now i know why. i HATE knowing how much i hurt you. but leah is right you are a very good guy. most people would never have let it happen and you took it in stride even though it hurt. i love you and i always will. just so you know when you starting crying in the car as i was walking in to the airport i almost came back to the van and and said fuck home and very much considered staying there with the man i love. part of me is sorry i didnt and the other part is glad to be home. I LOVE YOUY!!!