I got a glimpse into a rockstar's life. Press meetings, CEO's, tour buses, campaigns, sponsors, hair stylists, managers, lawyers, PR, deals, talking, ass kissing, mingling, buying people drinks, making connections, AOL music, Yahoo music, American Eagle music video deal, tour dates, venue capacities, pre-sold ticket numbers, sales numbers, site ( Read more... )

i want to go to school early but i don'tttt want to play volleyball.
if i go and then say i'm not going to play will they make me leave?

This is it man. Junior year. This really is the most important I believe. I hope to everything right now that one year from today my life is in an entirely different spot than it is now. I don't know where that new spot is going to be, or what it'll be like or what I'm doing or how it's different from now. But that's what I want. I want to be ( Read more... )

Would you offer your shirt, would you give me your skin. My home is your home but would you let me in?

Hi my name is Tracy and I was cleaning out my closet (hah) today and I fit into a dress that I bought when I was in 8th grade. I'm 20 and I fit into something I bought when I was 13. I really understand how much I sound like a young girl who worries about her weight and size but right now I don't care because I'm friggin psyched.

I was just driving home and my body was heavy, the music was soothing and my car was gliding and i turn the bend of patchogue-holbrook to see the light red for the left turn to my block. All of my nights end here with me waiting at this light, stupidly with my blinker on at 2 in the morning waiting for that left arrow to turn green. Slowly I slip ( Read more... )

what stereotype have i become, how do i define myself. Am I proud to be that.

Sometimes I think about different types of stereotypes and the kinds of characters these people would make in movies and shows ( Read more... )

I canceled before you because I was afraid to be disappointed.

I want someone to yearn for me.

I'm driving with my brother to buy some video games, this time it's the new guitar hero 3 and Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix for Wii. We park my mom's car, run into the warehouse and look through all the stacks for the games we want. Psyched, we buy them, run back to the car and as I'm pulling through the empty spot in front of us to ( Read more... )