I really couldn't tell you why I'm still up... I mean I know that it is only 11:40 on a Thursday, but that is late for me... I like getting an early bed time. I talked to one of my friends today about moving in with him. Jeremy and I went to Jimmy John's (( I had never been there.. a wonderful place)) and we talked about getting a town house and ( Read more... )

Well tonight was the first night that me and Rachel have spent together since we got back together, and it was GREAT !! I think it is strang... you really don't realize how much that you have missed someone until you have spent some time with them. I was great though... I helped her activate her phone and then we worked on h/w and then we went out ( Read more... )

I really don't have anything to write about today, but I figured that I have written in it every day so far... why brake the trend (( well, almost everyday )). Rachel and I are doing great... it is really nice not having to worry about what girl likes you and what girl dosn't... while have to go through school and work.. it's just really nice to ( Read more... )

Have you ever gotten that feeling that you know that something is right, but you have to question it... i have had that feeling before, but not about this. After long deliberation and a lot of talking (( 2 hours and 30 min. of talking )), Rachel and decided to give it one more shot. I think that we are both kinda scared of what could happen... like ( Read more... )

There are so many things in my life that will never understand. Rachel is one of them. She is a wonderful girl who would spend all of her time either to herself or helping others in need. But all in all she is an extremely bright girl, who I think has a very bright future. (( She is also really hot !! hehehe... )) But I do love her, I don't know if ( Read more... )

I got a voice mail that was really unexpected yesterday. She girl... the one that pretty much told me to take my stuff and get the hell out of my life wants to apologize to me(which is something that she needs to do). But it's strange.... part of me wants to give her a big hug and tell her that it is okay, and the other part wants to tell her to go ( Read more... )

She Said she loves me ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm wearing thing out writing in it so much on the first dat that I've had it. But i guess when i write it all down it for some reason makes it feel more out in the open ((at first I thought that I was going to say make me feel better, but there isn't much that could me feel better right now ( Read more... )

Why is it that the people you love the most are always the ones that hut you the most. I've never hurt more then I did tonight. A person that i feel like I have loved all my life told me to get out of hers. How can you just stop loving someone, or her stop loving me. She will always be in my mine form the first time that I kissed her until the day ( Read more... )

I really don't have much going on in my life. Someone the other night told me about this and I thought that it would be fun. I have couple of friends that are on here all the time (Hi Megan) and they said it was cool, so I'm going to give it a try ( Read more... )