i feel like everything is within reach...
but my arms have been cut off...

people keep using that word around me. don't you get it? nothing is easy. if you're with me, you're fuct, because things will not be easy. i'm not allowed that. nothing. nothing. nothing is easy. i have no means of stopping it. i told you this was the way it was with me. as soon as there's hope- you'll be crushed. look at what i am today. this was ( Read more... )

What a fuckin' lame ass gig. The second I got inside I was like "fuck this- I wanna go home".. met the promoter who obviously took scarface to heart. Total walking talking stereotype of a coke head. They were all coke heads. And rennie is provoking them "no the dance platforms should go over there not here"

There's a sign by my apartment building that hangs over the street. It reads "no left turn". For my life I think they would design one that said "no right turns". The hardest route is the one I've never been able to veer off of. I sit in my chair and bend so my face rests on my knees. I smell shampoo. I had to clean my pants with shampoo today ( Read more... )

haha! i think i just flashed my neighbor. we were both in the laundry room and i yawned and stretched. i'm not wearing any underwear 'cause they're all in the washing machine and all of a sudden i was like "what's that breeze?" whoops... stupid laundry pants. i shun them! what makes it even worse is that this girl works with another girl who i was ( Read more... )

i have to do my laundry today with shampoo instead of laundry soap- because i can't afford any! spent all that extra cash on *squash*...

I've been searching for you ( Read more... )

i got this stupid record in the mail yesterday... "smartbomb" by bt. damn- can't that guy sell it to someone else? bt sends me far too many promos in desperate hope that dj's like me are fool enough to play them out. lightweight commercial trance. trance that your little sister would grooooove to. at the music store we had 8 of his cd's come in. ( Read more... )

i got the toothbrush.

now i have to go to work.

shoes

mayonaise

a decent toothbrush

real toothpaste

ketchup

a pair of jeans

my jacket fixed