oh affair.
come back from california but don't forget you love me.

baring my summer skin and longer hair, anyone miss me? I wonder how summers are going, let me know if you want.
fruitless new york trips (minus one, you might even see it) and belmar have been my summer. aw jeez and the car rides are mostly important.

less than a month of summer (sin?)light! I will miss my freckles.

he kisses like a sinner,
but oh,
is he a saint.

I'll leave it to the professionals

The Wait

It seemed
like years
before
I picked
a bouquet
of kisses
off her mouth
and put them
into a dawn-colored vase
in
my
heart.

But
the wait
was worth it.

Because
I
was
in love.

he kept me awake all winter.
but sleeping spring eyes open new. little budding promises bloom lips and eyes and smiles.
my dandelion boy: I'd like to keep you uprooted. Please leave me my life.

so let the beginnings begin.

I have recovered from a nearly debilitating case of sniffles and am ready to take on the world. Oh and this new found irrepressible need to be alone is wonderful considering how often I am alone.

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I could be out of place in my own bedroom.

( he is my lie ,
and he was my peach.
sweet and sticky with
a pit for a heart. )

Oh, how this love lacked breathing. turning blue and floor-familar, I WILL NOT BRING IT UP AGAIN.
So tired heart. He kept me up all night with lying and loveliness and leaving me alone.

I THINK THIS IS MY WINTER WAKE UP, I've finally frozen over him.

I read the words sometimes and see her name and it's always the same. Things so strange like this don't stick in the mind, (almost preferably I let it slip like a dream that you forget more+more when you think.) This heart burning. I think of everyone and her, oh her. and what a mess.
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