Disposable Dixie cup drinker
I assassin down the avenue
I've been hiding out in the big city blinking
What was I thinking when I let go of you

(Loves you)

I'm the man who loves you

I am a patient boy

I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait

My time is water down a drain

The months February, August, October and December fell off my wall. I found it far too significant.

This is the story of the boys who loved you.
Who love you now and loved you then.

Im afraid nothings happening, you made our name, Ill take the blame.

Life is short
in spite of your plans
so tell the girls they're pretty while you can
'cause one day they're gone
and all you got left
some empty bottles and an old country song
plays on and onugh

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I want out of my head.

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Yesterday was dramatic - Today is ok

El Paso is El Paso as usual.

Being sick sucks.

I cant hold food down.

Everytime I close my eyes I want to cry and begin to shake.

Im not much of a fan of the holidays.

Something needs to be done about this.

Help me keep my mind busy.

*edit*
My mother gave me 100 Years of Solitude for Xmas. How appropriate.