I love that songredfairydfFebruary 2 2005, 17:03:38 UTC
I wish that someone would love me like that too. I don't understand why the guys in my life only want my body and they don't want any thing else. It is hurting me and you know who I am talking about. I have been thinking about Reen lately and it's been driving me kinda nuts. I don't understand how someone can flirt with me that hardcore and pull me in the way he did and then just say, let's not make things weird. I don't understand how he could slow dance with me cheek to cheek and whisper in my ear and look at me the way he did and kiss me the way he did and just....just not want to be with me. I mean, I wonder whats so wrong with me as a whole. Before, guys loved me for my inside but didn't want my outside. Now they want my outside, but they don't want to become attached to my insides. It's so weird babe. Things will be okay though. Things happen for a reason, I guess. Patience is a virtue and whatever comes will be well worth the wait. God knows what you want, and when you get it you will know. He doesn't want you to
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Don't ask God to take the feelings away...because he will but that's not a good things, he will take away your feelings and also let no one like you either so that you wont have feelings. It will be adverse on all sides. You don't want it. I asked for that and now look at me. In relationships with a bunch of guys that don't want to be with me. It's because of the wall that I asked to be put up. I asked God for protection from hurt and all those feelings and in getting that, no one is coming toward me because I asked for NO FEELINGS! So even if someone did come along that would be good for me, I asked for NO FEELINGS so I am getting NO FEELINGS from guys or myself. I hope that made sense.
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