the beating drums ( Read more... )

galactic invasions scatter my mind. i am tired and consequently not completely here. to my right lies scattered journals, selected poems and an empty dinner plate. i talk to you and write to them on this sterile machine in this sterile medium. your words are devoid of any emotional emphasis and so regardless of content or context, are simply cold ( Read more... )

i think of you on rainy days, he said
you smell of burned matches and vinyl, she said
i want to drink you like the sweetest wine, he said
of flowers and candlesticks, she said
imagine piles of blank paper and fountain pens, we said
my favorite days are when it rains, he said

it's when you're not looking that they get you. always happens. that's why it's important to live spontaneously. they'll never catch on, and that's when you have the upper hand. you need adventures and every waking moment should be in the pursuit of the next. see, they don't own the next. you can't own the next. but you have to live for the ( Read more... )

she's going to change the world with her funky beatnik talk ( Read more... )

the outside world is no more. remember this, july 21, 2003 is the day the world died. by some act of divine intervention my home has been spared. i look out to see only grey, i am in limbo. maybe i didn't survive this catastrophe after all. i wonder if this is why i am alone. where has everyone gone ( Read more... )

i stayed up all night to watch your sun rise ( Read more... )

bend with the wind
the tree who resists is uprooted
let the wind move you
let it envelope you
and let it pass over

wu wei

do not try and reason
do not try to resist
do not fight back
anger and hatered will wear themselves out
do not feed the flames
do not get angry
be calm
be at peace
let the wind blow over you

cocaine haze makes me stay ( Read more... )

thought i'd die to feel this way
and you'll never know my pain
even if you'd walk away
and i wanted you to say
in the end you'll be okay
i'll forget your name

and i just want to say
you'll always be this way
and this is how i feel
and i don't want to feel
you just let me be
she was just like me
my beauty died today
so you just stay away