now with my trusty paperclip I pick locks of thoughts vaults finding the garden barren, the harvest fruitless only the tree of life flourishing, wanting to take a bite but I'm toothless. Is that predestination or is it by design ( Read more... )

does anyone know the name of Redbeard the Pirate's ship? I have a red beard, and I have a tallbike (see user icon) and I want to name said tallbike after said captain's ship.

All right kids, here goes. I've realized that through at least most of my life I've been believing in God because I wanted to, and it made sense to, not because I really knew for myself that He was real. I'm really struggling at the moment with whether or not He is. I don't know if I even want to know for sure, and that's the part that worries ( Read more... )

well kids, here goes. I typed something up at work last night, but I didn't have any way of getting it home so I could post it, so I'll try to remember what all I had to say. I guess the basic point I need to get across is that I'm basically feeling that all along my belief in God has been because I wanted to believe, and because it made sense to ( Read more... )

I had rather an interesting night last night. I could really use a whole bunch of prayer at the moment. I'm basically trying to decide the direction of my life on roughly a heaven/hell scale. I guess it's been coming for a while, but last night I realized I have two choices. I can go with what I want, or I can go with what God wants. Parts of ( Read more... )

So I've had a crazy couple weeks, I'm still a wee bit sick, and I have to work early tonight. I had a great New Year's, I spent it with Paul and Trulie, which was really awesome. I really really love those guys, I'm so glad I was able to spend time with the both of them. I wish there was something I could do to help Paul besides pray, but I ( Read more... )

I am Murdock

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first off, many thanks to Siri for the loan of a simply amazing cd. Prefuse 73. check it out ya'll ( Read more... )

so I've been sick, and it turned out to be a good thing, even though it completely ruined all my plans for the weekend. My mom and I had alot of chance to get on each other's nerves, and finally we sat down and talked about it. Anyway, we ended up having this huge emotional conversation that really cleared alot of stuff up, and it was really good ( Read more... )