this girl in the computer lab keeps staring at me

Apr 08, 2002 17:26

am incapable of functioning the last few weeks, it would be easier if i could point the finger at something or someone for my scapegoat but there isn't anything or anyone to point at and I know its all me its sunny outside and the retarded people are starting to wear their sunglasses indoors again iwant to curl up in bed and cry to lars von trier ( Read more... )

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DON ARGUKE swallowed hISS TOuNNGe hidingmywings April 9 2002, 11:05:15 UTC
Juli dear, I want to understand more than anything. And I think the longer I know you, the more I understand that there is no "quick fix." But that does not bother me. I will be there through all of this because you are the hope that I've got tucked away in my shirt pocket. You have helped me learn what love really is and have been my main motivation for nearly everything! I love you love you my Juli and won't it be fun to sit out under marbled skies at night this summer talking of tiny streets in venise we've yet to see and holding hands with our eyes closed and cheeks touching and loose t-shirts so that I feel you next to me because that's what I want for the rest of my life? Yes. That will be nice.

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Re: DON ARGUKE swallowed hISS TOuNNGe treelinedavenue April 9 2002, 21:32:45 UTC
Casey, I appreciate your willingness to understand. But thank you for not letting me shut the door(s) and I know its hard. And it is embarrasing for me to see myself reduced to a sniveling five year old in a corner, while you coax me out in manner of a grammar school teacher. We, this, us, wouldn't work if you hadn't been so damn patient, kind, forgiving and persistent and I am so grateful. It seems at time we are living off of more your hope than mine, and 80% is a good number I suppose, and I know it is an appropriate number for everything alligned right now. It is sad that you can only go with me so far when dealing with this, but in a way i am glad. You, my darling are the love of my life, and the first and hopefully (new word/concept for me) the sole example of genuine eros (as opposed to agape, etc...) love I have ever experienced. I look forward to sun bleached afternoons at the summerhome, chapped lips, lake drenched hair, blackberry stained fingertips and belle&sebastian's arabstrap playing on tiny speakers as we squint at ( ... )

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RasssPUtiiiiin sssspppreads hISS wInGS hidingmywings April 10 2002, 02:26:37 UTC
I appreciate the sentiment. And that 80 percent is always climbing. But perhaps you meant to say "sole example of agape," as "eros" means erotic love. Or, maybe you did mean it that way! Who knows?! Anyways, it's agape that means "unconditional love." We're getting there. You turn me into something that has the capacity to be unaware of itself. Sometimes, all eyes (mine) are on you. Thanks for visiting me tonight...it meant alot. Nothing gets me more than having you beside me. LOVE!

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somadream April 25 2002, 12:49:21 UTC
Take soma like me, and feel better day by day...

You must know, that I saw your user-info and you have some great interests!! Check out my livejournal if you get the chance...

--Rosemary

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I'd like to feel better day by day treelinedavenue April 25 2002, 13:33:07 UTC
I intend to look at your livejournal, but I am a bit confused as to what "soma" is...

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