dear journal

you'll be happy to hear that i won't be killing myself. joel got us two tickets to bjork. it sold out in a matter of minutes. our noses will be bleeding but it will be good. i can't wait. i just need to figure out how i can pay for it.

dear journal

hey look. i slept much longer than i intended to and now i'm dicking off on the computer not going to school like i should be. today promises to be another unproductive day. its fine. i'm fine with it. are you?

dear journal

its the time in the semester when i can't concentrate. nothing gets done. i have no motivation. i'm totally burnt out on school. i'm so ready to be done. i hope i can make it through the next few weeks. i need to keep reminding myself about bjork and easter dinner and good things. not school. it will all pass. everything passes.

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dear journal

i just got home from a run. i feel better. i no longer want to die.

its a shame that i won't have these fellas around next year to kick me in the ass.

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earlier today, i was inexplicably stricken with depression. it just came out of knowhere as it always does. my day was looking up this morning. i was going to get lots of stuff done. and feel good about my day. but nothing was done. instead, i was at school and all i could think about was being in bed. it was the only thing that sounded good to me ( Read more... )

dear journal:

i woke up very tired, with a headache, and to my dismay there is snow on the ground. i can't wait for this thursday to be over. i always dread the thursdays.

one day, when this is all over, i will look back at my college ventures with fondness. but for now, i'm not fond. at all

love
morgan

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