I was all by myself
No one was looking
I was thinking of you...
And hey did I mention?
I was all by myself...
all by myself...

Things that rock my world ( Read more... )

So I finally saw the movie and it was amazing. I thought Julianne Moore was absolutely incredible, as was the entire cast. I felt badly for Alison Janey because her role sucks and I think if you haven't read the book it makes it appear that it's her performance that sucks. But seriously who would want that part? There were a few changes from the ( Read more... )

So they finally "officially" diagnosed me as bipolar. I'm dealing. I don't want to be, it makes me feel even crazier than I already am and it means I have to start Lithium which terrifies me. Why? I don't know, I'll get back to you. The doctor actually wasn't that bad, he was crazy but it amused me. I also felt that he respected that I was a person ( Read more... )

I'm scared. I've been sick for almost 2 weeks now and I can feel my depression getting worse by the minute. I'm going from high to low constantly and it's scary and I hate it. I need to talk about it but I feel like I have nothing to say. I want to talk to Naomi about it but she's so stressed that I can't burden her right now. I have to go to the ( Read more... )

I got out of work at noon today so that was pretty exciting. Only Gary, Kurt and I even showed up in the first place so it was a pretty boring day ( Read more... )

I'm so damn sick. Actually today I'm feeling somewhat better, but I didn't sleep well last night and I still have a fever so I decided to stay home so that I'll be well enough to go into work tomorrow. I'm pretty stressed out because I've missed so much work this week and that doesn't mean my bills will magically go away. But I have to keep my ( Read more... )

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Today was a really good day if you look past the physical aspects of it. I was up half the night in intense pain since my cramps are out of control. I ended up taking off work today because I just couldn't function as a human being. It turned out to be a really good idea because I caught up on a lot of sleep, did some reading and just had a ( Read more... )

You know what's fun...not really having a family. It's an interesting feeling. I guess I shouldn't put it that way, I have an Aunt and Uncle who I'm really getting to know and like and I have my brothers, but my parents and I are barely speaking. We have nothing to say to eachother and my mother just glares at me whenever we're in the same room. It ( Read more... )