My main purpose for this site is to vent.  It's a good tool for letting me get things off my chest.  For those of you who actually see these pop up or read these, sorry you only get the whiny side of my personality.  Now that I've explained myself, let the venting begin ( Read more... )

Last night at about one AM I started plinking away on tiny keys on my phone to re-express something I failed to adequately explain in a previous entry.  It came up again because it's something I think about often. Anyway I haven't posted in a while so here is a reiteration of an old post, unedited from my phone ( Read more... )

I leave Maine in 5 days.  Naples will no longer be my home town.  I have lived in Lake Region longer than anywhere else; half of my life was spent in this area.  I'm moving on officially now, I have no intentions of moving back.  Weekend visits will be the extent of my life here.  I'm pretty thrilled to start this new chapter of my life, and my ( Read more... )

Here I am.

It's late on a Sunday, or early on a Monday... either way not a time in the week that anyone has any good stories about.  I'm laying in bed attempting to put myself to sleep with a late night rant.  For the first time in as long as I can remember, I'm not in love...with anyone.  I'm not used to this; I'm a romantic.  I feel a little empty ( Read more... )

I'm annoyed ( Read more... )

I insist on torturing myself.  When I'm in an unhealthy relationship I run it into the ground as far as it will go. It hurts, but I usually take something away from it; some life lesson or what-have-you.  I finally get into a great relationship, with an incredible girl, and something in my head wouldn't totally accept that.  I'm twenty years old, ( Read more... )

Some people have changed me.  Some people have helped me remain me.  Some people have distorted me.  Some people have helped me by helping me, others have helped me by hurting me.  Some have even hurt me by helping me and more still have hurt me by hurting me.  There have been some people who broken me, and some who have taken those pieces and ( Read more... )

Has it been a year already ( Read more... )

College drunkards across Fitchburg State: I tip my hat to you.  The only holiday I know that all of my friends here get excited about.  It truly is a great one.  Last day of classes, let's get wasted all day.  Even if you don't drink, it's still the last day of classes.  Awesome.  The best part is they give us a hangover day... ahem... reading day ( Read more... )

"I may be a mess... but I'm your mess ( Read more... )