Goodbye to you.........

[trenchfoot01]

It's been a long time since I went on a rant about my life on here, and I feel it's about time to do so. For those of you that hate philosophical rambling, you can skip this entry. Here it goes

Comments

[confuzledbubble]

awww.....we all love you and your busy bumble bee self...haha. we need to chill sometime

[trenchfoot01]

we will i promise, after this week things will slow down some. I promise!!!

Though i cannot

[meofallpeople]

Though I cannot say I am not ready to throw my version of what you speak of to the curb I can agree that I am here to be your brother on stage and in life. As for cleaning my room, I just can't throw somethings away yet......the hope is too strong. Maybe I want it all and can't have it all but I can sure as hell try. Fuck dude. You just inspired me more than ever. I almost just quit my job hahah. SHIT BRO. MUCH LOVE

[sparklingstarz]

holy shit kras you just in so many words discribed my life as well.. my trash was put on the curb about almost a month ago and I feel so much better b/c i knew it was time.

i love you, you know this!
I wanna see your video i heard it is awesome.. call me tomorrow or something
<3

[mallyrose]

Yup, that journal entry got to me.. I wish I could just give up and throw everything away, but I can't yet.. I just can't seem to let go of him just yet.. I know very soon though, I will be writing the same exact entry. I wish I could just get over the fact that me and him will probably never be together again. It kills me to think that our relationship has just vanished. I still have that hope deep down inside of me though, wanting him to come back to me and tell me that he loves me. I wish and wait for that day, but I have to snap back into reality and realize that it's not going to happen... :( If that day does come, then that would be awesome; the happiest day of my life probably.. but if it doesn't end up happening, I know I will be ok.. I guess I can finally say that I am doing just fine without him.. Soon, very very soon, I will be ok, I guess I just need time.. I need to be strong....

[trenchfoot01]

Mally, I've seen what you go through and how much it hurts you, but I've also seen how much better you've gotten, and i know it'll only get better every day. Of course, I'll be here by your side. Besides, we have the wedding this weekend, and that's gonna kick ass.

[trenchfoot01]

I think I described alot of peoples lives. At some point, everyone gets involved with someone they need to get rid of, and you are right, you sure had one too.

I love you too!!!

[belladonnabitch]

Wise words, brother man.

How do you throw a person to the side? It seems as though being fucked over, deceived, and lied to by someone so many times would make it easier to just toss that person to the side. But like you said, it is not an object, it is a human being with a heart and soul, how do you throw that away. Strength, Justin. You are a leader in my eyes. You ARE like the older brother I never had.

And I agree about the whole stage thing. You glow when you strum that first note of the first song, with your eyes closed and most importantly, your head is ALWAYS up! See you thursday! Love love.

[trenchfoot01]

It takes alot to push that person aside and be able to say you will not give in to temptation any longer. It is very hard, but sometimes you just have to do it, esspecially when you realize how much they have made your life a living hell for the last few years. After a while it just makes sense.

Hope I see you tonight!!!!!!!!!!!

[belladonnabitch]

Amen and you will, does that make sense?

[thegrovester]

Wow...

I envy this.
So many times I've wanted to take these feelings out to the curb, so to speak, but it's hard.

Pass on some of that mind set to me, will ya?

[trenchfoot01]

trust me, it's not easy, but after you've put up with it for so long there is a point where you just can't take it anymore. Don't worry, it only gets better.