why the FUCK is my mom being nice?
why the FUCK is bryan here?
why the FUCK is my dad here?
why the FUCK is he sleeping upstairs?
why the FUCK is my whole family under one roof again?
i dont FUCKING like it.
why the FUCK dont i have any friends?

GAHHH.....

so out of the past three times, im two out of three. woot.

ok...i dont care about you guys....but for the love of your animals look through this

http://abcnews.go.com/Health/popup?id=2959700

make sure kitty or doggie dont eat none of that. if so get them to a vet

ok...im gunna get fucking buff. it needs to get fucking warm out so i can run again.

never have i seen so many fucking ripped dudes at one sitting.

on the other hand...everyone is getting accepted into their colleges. and im happy for them...but it makes me wonder about myself.

wow this week sucked. but. tomorrow at work is going to fucking WELL suck.

but at least the butterfly is getting better ;)

dude. seriously. why do i always fuck things up. why couldnt a bus hit me. why the fuck cant i listen. i always think i know better.

i feel like shit. we lost our game by the way.

i love you. im sorry

me and pa made up.....and im talking to momma bout getting my torino on the road for my birthday.


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im always so fucking mad/depressed when i walk in my house.

all i fucking need is my car on the road. and im fucking GONE.

man....i cant help but feel that everyone is mad at me. and its no ones fault but my own. maybe they arent even mad at me. im just glad that theres like....2...people who i can actually talk to and care about it....but none of them are on at the moment ( Read more... )

i fucking hate working on sudays....so im gunna be ridin' dirty in my torino with no plates...fuckin yea.

I think i give the best massages. but i only treat one customer. so. sucks to not be her.