were you measuring?!

[trendyxrock]

all I can do is pray that this isn't some cruel prank or another life lesson that god's bestowed upon me. I can't even breathe right sometimes, because I want to be near her so badly. all the time we spend together isn't even enough, it just leaves me wanting more. the smile, the laugh, the scent, they're all special little ways to my heart. this

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[xogoldylocksxo]

who the hell is it now

[dermermer]

Nate... read back to the same entry that you wrote about Shanna.... coincidence... I think not!

[dermermer]

Nate writes

[trendyxrock]

yeah i was real happy to be with shanna, too bad she broke up with me. so i actually wasn't full of it or lying to myself when i made that post. i loved her. but i'm lucky enough that erin came into my life and all the things that went bad with shanna aren't existant with us. the only reason i'm not with shanna is because her feelings changed. but if she hadn't broken up with me and told me she "lost feelings for me" then i wouldn't have talked about it in my lj, and erin wouldn't have commented telling me she agreed with me that people don't "fall out of love." because this guy she really loved and wanted to be with told her the same thing. coincidence? i don't think so. but i'm not afraid to find out...

i love you, mer.